10 years Love Report

(I know she won't come to my blog and see my posts again, so I am going to write all I could here)

Unknown: Whooa - Congrtulations, Alan
Alan: What, this is the end, then...
Unknown: Yes, It is.
Alan: This is my 9th Consecutive Loss in 10 years!
Unknown: Yea. Say what did you do tonight to celebrate this 9th Loss?
Alan: I got two bottles of "nite" tonight and go to Victoria Park at Causeway Bay to drink. After all, this is the place where I lost my 9th girl. It has its memories as the place of lust, don't you agree?
Unknown: Yea.
Alan: How many girls did I love, Let's make a count and comments:

Sophie Biclava
Whoa, I nearly can't even remember her name now. I started to date her at 12. This is because all my friends are in love with others so I think it would be easy to get a chick, but I don't think it's that easy. In that end, it turns out pretty rough. But she gave me a good comment, she told me "Go find your own kind." That's why I come back here and find another one.

Jessica Chan
The next girl that I love. She isn't bad nor good. She is rough though and she looks fat but she is okay. You know, I tend to label the girls that I love is that they don't mind about others. And that's where it comes worse. I never thought about other people's feelings. More importantly, I was blind as she has a boyfriend! In the end, I have to abandon her.

Michelle Ma
The girl after Jessica. She was strong, kind. She was the kind of, you know, very smart girl. Of course, I have to be smart too. Every year, she couldn't be first in English, you know why? Yea, I took it off her. That's why. She was the house captain for Green house, and lost to us by 0.5 points. Oh my god. But yea, she is good. Reason of abandoning: Has boyfriend!

Unknown: Why don't you look before you pick?
Alan: Oh sorry, I only thought that they will be kind to me though!
Unknown: (In your dreams)
Alan: Let's continue to count

Fiona (Can't remember her last name)
I lost her because "Truth or dare". I hate this game because I am a very honest person. SHe don't looks too good. .... Don't

Karmen Ng
I shoulda have got her but I lost her because she can't go through her own honesty. She isn't looks too good, but she is too greedy. She wants money and forgets everything else. She could betray her friends for money. Luckily, I didn't get her though. She knows this part of herself very well, and she didn't want to cheat me, so she abandon me.

Unknown: Who else after her? Nobody is nice!
Alan: I know but they are getting much better.

Mandy Lai
Perhaps, she is too much older for me. She is in BAEPC now and she is graduating this year.

Jessica Lam
Well well well. Another Jessica, how nice. Why do I choose her? Personal reasons. Perhaps, my love will know once she choses me. Nah, that will only happens in another life. Well, I thought she will not care about my appearance and thought about the inside too. but this is the biggest mistake I make. Not caring for others, she likes a Japanese handsome guy, not me. So she abbandon me

Iris Wong (Really, I hope she is not seeing this right now)
Reason to choose her: She is the only girl that hangs out with me. And everytime I hangs out with her she gave me hope. I always thought to myself "It's all over, man. I should get real. There will be no girl on this earth that would love you anymore." But she would always come in and says, "Alan, don't give up. There's still hope." I thought this "hope" was her. But in the end, i've place too much gambit on her though. I have did all I could. Afterall, this is what I could do now. To me, she was my last Bastion of hope. The one that would give me the strength to support this. But now I don't think so. My boss explains the reasons: 1) She wouldn't want to pickup someone else's "trash". She would be badmouthed if do so and I couldn't supress all the criticism. I know he tries to calm me down but he didn't know that how much this is for me.......

Unknown: So this concludes your 10 years love report!
Alan: Yea. To all the girls that I have love, I really hope that you would find the one you really love. But me, I am just a loser here. I have lost, this battlefield and I am not being able to find another one anymore! So I really wish you guys have a brighter future. I think this is one of the verse that I should said. For me, my destiny awaits me in the future.
AWACS THUNDERHEAD: This is AWACS, callsign Thunderhead. Galm 1, Maintain your current course.
.......
AWACS THUNDERHEAD: Enemy aircraft detected close to Area B7R at high speed. There's no time to change course, eliminate all resistance and breakthrough.
Sorcerer 1: Sorcerer 1 to all units. Apply FULL thrust. DON'T EVEN THINK ABOUT GOING BACK!
Alan: This is not becoming "You Know You Play Too Much Ace Combat When..." post, right?