He ....... was a model Father to the end
Join me in saluting ..... Stephen So

Today is a very sad day as it was in June
June 4th Italy was liberated
June 6th Allied forces open the western front by landing at Normandy, This was D-day
and
June 13th My Dad had passed away

I already dreamt that one day he will leave me and my brother. But i couldn't think that this day came very soon.

I was just lost.......

I had a lot to say but i couldn't said them all:
Being a human is very hard, it's very hard as too many sad feelings and emotions came up.
On one hand, you got to accomodate to love, but i wasn't used to that. Nobody loved me, and i really wanted someone to love me to give me some experience and meanings of love.
On the other hand, you got to cope with life. Money is a big problem. You had to grab hold of every single job you coul take to get money for your life.

At one point, i really wanted to say to my dad that i wanted to die. I don't want to live. it's too painful to live on. But as my dad passed away, i will continue to live, as him. I won't give up life that easily. And i should become a great father just like he did.

I don't know what to say....